When the student is ready, the teacher will appear. – Buddhist Proverb
A ten-hour drive unfolds before us. Caleb, Sallie, and I drive on the bare Kansas highway aligned with fallow fields. It is Thanksgiving…….my Thanksgiving, and we choose to spend it with my ex husband’s family….I know, this divorce is not normal! I am very excited to reunite with family that I love.
I welcome the cold, lonely drive. It is restful and beautiful in its own isolated way.
Before departure, we drive by the library to pick out some cds to play in the car. I choose books on tape such as Sherlock Holmes, Lord of the Rings, and so forth. Sallie and Caleb pick out the music.
When I read the music titles and artists names, I shudder. “I’m not going to listen to that! The language is base, the message is dark, I simply will not allow that music to be played with me in the car.”
They implore me to give it a try because their music is extremely important to them and is a guiding force in their lives.
Much to my surprise and yes I had to yelp at the curse words, I learned so much. My friend Macklemore taught me that a dream can be birthed in me and 10,000 hours of sweat and tears can cause it to grow.
No matter what anyone tells me, I can live my dream. stand here in front of you today all because of an idea
I could be who I wanted if I could see my potential
And I know that one day I’mma be him
Put the gloves on, sparring with my ego
Everyone’s greatest obstacle, I beat ’em
Celebrate that achievement
Got some attachments, some baggage I’m actually working on leaving
Now when I take my walks in the early morning or late evening. Macklemore Radio goes with me. I choose not to listen to all of it but in certain moments, I do hear words that call me forth to live in the presence of my dreams.
Who knew a loving friend could show up for me through this guy:)